Why Me?

Image is from Pixabay In my life I asked why me a lot Especially in the first year Of my coming out Why whatever power Is up there Made this life plan For me? My answer is They knew I was strong enough To handle it Even if back then I thought I wasn’t Alex

My Trans Self and Friends

Image is from Pixabay Hey, I’m someone who likes to think that I can bury my deepest feelings and like to play a game of pretending. Acting like I’m a robot is way easier than digging into my human side and figuring out the reasons behind the way I feel. Friends: Believe me, I understand … Continue reading My Trans Self and Friends →

Where Did She Go?

Image is from Pixabay I was a lucky one Because even if My mum and I Had words for months She didn’t kick out When I came out Sadly, I knew a girl Who had to run To stay alive I still wonder Where she is at I was in love with her And I … Continue reading Where Did She Go? →

It’s About Letting You In

Image is from Pixabay In a way, it's not me Coming out, but it’s me Letting you in Lovingly into my thoughts And feelings That makes me My own real self Alex

Dark To Light In Transition

Image from Pixabay I guess I’m writing this post because I know that 21-year-old me really needed stuff this but couldn’t find it apart from YouTube videos by trans guys. I had a massive fear of watching YouTube videos because I didn’t want anyone to hear anything and ask questions when I wasn’t ready to … Continue reading Dark To Light In Transition →

4 Years In Transition!

Image from Pixabay Today not only I turn 25, but today four years ago I came out to my mum. She is one of the most important humans to me, so I consider this day as my ‘coming out’ day. Also, today I took my fourth shot of enanthate (Testosterone). I’m still on a half … Continue reading 4 Years In Transition! →

Trans At 21

Image from Pixabay It’s a kick in the gutWhen doctors tell meI could get awayWithout transitionBecause for themIt's just a choiceWill if you see as a choiceI had two choicesCome out as how I amOr my family havingTo bury me6 feet underAnd I can’t bearCausing them that kindOf pain Alex

Two Things To Consider Before Coming Out

Image from Pexels It took me 13 years to come out, and for many of those years, I thought I was the only one in this world who feels this way. As soon as I tried to tell my psychiatrist about how I felt they oversaw it as depression when I was a teen, and … Continue reading Two Things To Consider Before Coming Out →

Celebrities That Came Out This Year Part 1

Around this time of year, I always like to take a look at which celebrities has come out this year. Since in Malta we do pride month in September unlike most places around the world that do pride month in June. Stacy London She’s best known for co-hosting the show What Not To Wear. Last … Continue reading Celebrities That Came Out This Year Part 1 →

Gender

I thought about you All my life But when I looked You were invisible To the mirror We battled Since you wanted To come out But I was scared To show the real me To the world Alex