Cerebral Palsy And Making Love

I might regret writing this post in a couple of years but, I’m doing it for two reasons, first as the tag line of this blog says I’m willing to my life and everything within it because my life stories could help people out. Secondly, I got so many questions on this subject that I want to be able to refer to people somewhere when they want to read more about the issue.

I have a condition called Cerebral Palsy because the hospital made a mistake when I was born, which landed me in a wheelchair. The most common question I get asked is “Are you paralyzed?” my answer is no; I’m not I feel every inch of my body. However, my body has a hard time when it comes to movement.

My thoughts on making love change from time to time but that’s not because of my condition or my religion. The main reason is that I’ve gender dysphoria making me uncomfortable with my body most of the time. By the way, I want to make something clearer just because I’m a pan-sexual doesn’t mean that I’m dating anyone that comes, especial if they can’t my condition and lifestyle.


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The Greatest Show – Pick a book that is the best book you’ve read and gave you all the feels.

The Boy Who Harnessed the Wind: Creating Currents of Electricity and Hope
The Boy Who Harnessed the Wind: Creating Currents of Electricity and Hope
by William Kamkwamba

A Million Dreams – Pick a book that left you dreaming about it after you finished it.

Can't Escape Love (Reluctant Royals, #3.5)
Can’t Escape Love
(Reluctant Royals #3.5)
by Alyssa Cole

Come Alive – Pick a book where a character finally accepts themselves

Maple Creek
Maple Creek
by Elizabeth Penn

The Other Side – A book/character that changed your opinion on them

Off Balance
by Dominique Moceanu, Paul Williams (Contributor), Teri Williams (Contributor)

This changed my views on life goals.

Never Enough – An Author or book series you could never get enough of

Can you guess? If you guessed James Patterson, you were right.

This is Me – A book you love despite everyone hating it

The Secret Life of Bees
The Secret Life of Bees
by Sue Monk Kidd

Rewrite the Stars – A bookish OTP that overcome a lot to finally be together

The Music of What Happens
The Music of What Happens
by Bill Konigsberg 

Max and Jordan.

Tightrope – An Author/book series that gives you trust issues

Ian Rankin.

From Now On – A book you’ve ignored for so long and finally need to read

Otherworld (Last Reality, #1)
(Last Reality #1)
by Jason Segel,
 Kirsten Miller

More posts about The Greatest Showman here.


Firsts Lines Fridays

First Lines Fridays is a weekly feature for book lovers hosted by Wandering Words. What if instead of judging a book by its cover, its author or its prestige, we judged it by its opening lines?

  • Pick a book off your shelf (it could be your current read or on your TBR) and open to the first page
  • Copy the first few lines, but don’t give anything else about the book away just yet – you need to hook the reader first
  • Finally… reveal the book


April 9, 1995

The Oregon Coast

If I have learned anything in this long life of mine, it is this: In love we find out who we want to be; in war we find out who we are. Today’s young people want to know everything about everyone. They think talking about a problem will solve it. I come from a quieter generation. We understand the value of forgetting, the lure of reinvention.

Lately, though, I find myself thinking about the war and my past, about the people I lost.


It makes it sound as if I misplaced my loved ones; perhaps I left them where they don’t belong and then turned away, too confused to retrace my steps.

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The Cover

The Nightingale
The Nightingale
by Kristin Hannah



Top Five Wednesday/ Bloggers Shout Out

Hosted by Sam @ Thoughts on Tomes and Lainey @ gingerreadslainey.

April 17th: Favorite SFF Booktubers -Booktube SFF Awards Crossover Topic-
— Discuss your favorite booktubers who discuss science fiction and fantasy books! (This is for the Booktube SFF Awards, but you could also include bloggers and IGers as well!)

Hey, as most of you know a life dream of mine is to become a full-time blogger/writer, we all can dream, can’t we? For only that reason I will go with bloggers all the way for this list. However, I feel unfair about choosing five to make it on the list. So, I’m going to pick by going on my reader’s section on WordPress and choose five book blogs at random. I think as a twist I’ll add a song to which blog.

Halei at degeneratereads

I just found her blog a few days ago and she writes awesome posts, also thanks for the likes girl.

The Song


Linda at Linda’s Little Library

Her blog like mine, is still small but growing fast.

The Song


Katy At Books And Munches

She always makes me hunger.

The Song


Miriam at shadowriverdaleharley

She tagged me in a few tags and we become friends.

The song


Terra  at Bookbanditblog

She’s a good friend of mine and we do buddy reads together, thanks for caring about me girl.

The Song

Hope you enjoyed,



Top Ten Tuesday

Hosted by thatartsyreadergirl.

April 16: Rainy Day Reads (submitted by Shayna @ Clockwork Bibliotheca)

If you know me, you know that I love rain and read so this week’s list is right up my alley!. For this week, I’ll be listing books that I read this year so far.

Can't Escape Love (Reluctant Royals, #3.5)
Can’t Escape Love
(Reluctant Royals #3.5)
by Alyssa Cole

This is a novella, but I wanted a full novel with these characters, however, having said that it’s still good to the point that I gave it four stars.

Brown Girl Dreaming
Brown Girl Dreaming
by Jacqueline Woodson

Brown Girl Dreaming by Jacqueline Woodson is nonfiction poetry that if you’re looking for a quick read, this is the perfect read for you.

Angel (Maximum Ride, #7)
(Maximum Ride #7)
by James Patterson

I never knew that James Patterson wrote fantasy but he does, and his books are always quick to read.

Day of the Accident
Day of the Accident
by Nuala Ellwood

Is it really an accident? Go read it to find out!

Five Feet Apart
Five Feet Apart
by Rachael Lippincott,
 Mikki Daughtry
, Tobias Iaconis

If you need a good cry, this book is for you and you can go watch the movie right after. My book review is here.

Friend Request
Friend Request
by Laura Marshall

This is creepy good!

Louisiana Longshot (Miss Fortune Mystery, #1)
Louisiana Longshot
(Miss Fortune Mystery #1)
by Jana Deleon

This will help your crave for funny and mystery.

The Saffron Gate
The Saffron Gate
by Linda Holeman

Historical Fiction and showcasing culture.

A Dog's Way Home
A Dog’s Way Home
(A Dog’s Way Home)
by W. Bruce Cameron

If you’re looking for something different.

House of the Hanged
House of the Hanged
by Mark Mills

For the action lovers!



A Dog Named Joy

Writing Prompt: Lost Dog Source

The family dog has been missing for weeks, and everyone is devastated (except that one family member, of course). Suddenly, the dog returns, showing up out of nowhere. (Most of) the family rejoices. But as time goes by, it becomes clear that something isn’t quite right with the beloved canine companion…

Post your response in 500 words or fewer in the comments below. (Which I didn’t follow because mine is longer).

I was just a few months old when my mum gave me” the pup talk.” she said, gather around my pups, I have something important to tell you.

She said,” In a few days you’ll get your own, human to protect and love while they’ll care for you and hopefully love you back.”

A few days later, I hear giggles, laughter and wheels and that got me a bit confused, so I pointed my ears and started turning my head in all directions, to try and hear better what’s going on.

” Luca, this is Bella, my dog and these are her puppies”.

Luca turned to his mum and asked her” why are we here?”.

She smiled at him and said,” today we are here so you can choose your new best friend.” “So, which one do you want?”

I went by the door gate since I wanted to sit in the boy’s lab.

” How about the black and white, one with the purple collar?”

My mum’s human picked me up and handed me on Luca’s lap and curled and lay there because I could feel that I just found my human and I could find that Luca was glowing with happiness.

” Does she have a name?” ”no, you need to give her one.”

Mmm, let me think, oh I’ve got one, how about Joy, Luca that’s perfect! Luca lower this face in my fur and whispered in my ear.” Your name is Joy, little one.”

I slept on his lap all the way home.

Welcome home Joy!

I peeked, I wanted to go explore my new home, but I didn’t want to leave Luca’s side, so I didn’t move till he told me I could. We ate dinner Luca’s mum helped him to get ready for bed after she put me in my crate where my dog bed and food and water bowls were. However, so I quickly began missing my human, so I started to moan and cry. After a few hours, mum came for me and took me to Luca, and he started petting me, and I laid my head on Luca’s chest and went to sleep hearing his heartbeat knowing that my human is safe and happy I could sleep peacefully.

A couple of years passed, and I taught a few tricks so I can help Luca.

“Joy can bring my pill bottle?” so I grabbed it in my mouth and took it to him cause Luca’s a wheelchair user, so I was trained to help him.

“Honey, I’m home, and Ray came too” oh no, here we go again. Ray is mum’s new boyfriend, and he doesn’t like me.

“Liz, I thought you got rid of that BEAST” he shouted. “Ray how many times will I have to tell you that Joy is Luca’s therapy dog so I can’t get ‘rid’ of her that easy” “Okay, then I’m leaving and don’t call me ever again” WAIT! “I’ll go put her in the outdoor kennel, so she won’t bother.” Luca didn’t say anything because he didn’t want to see his mum sad and alone.

In the middle of the night, I heard steps it was Ray opening my kennel door. “Come on, bitch I’m taking you to my man Dave, and you won’t be so brave then.”

I tried to fight not to get inside the car but, Ray was too strong for me, so I had to give up. When we got there, Ray’s friend asked him how much he wants for me.

Ray said, “I just want to get rid of her”. He just threw me out of the window and drove off. After an unknown man grabbed me by my collar and threw me in a cage. The next time I see another human is when I had to kill another dog in a fighting ring. In the hopes that one day, I’ll see my Luca again.


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