Never Turn Your Back on an Angus Cow: My Life as a Country Vet by Dr Jan Pol

The background image is from Pexels. Before I start ranting about books, I have to say two things, especially if you are seeing this on my blog (which the likelihood is high that you are): I did have a horrible mental health day since I panicked regarding making posts and you will be able to … Continue reading Never Turn Your Back on an Angus Cow: My Life as a Country Vet by Dr Jan Pol →

The Liver and The Story with Mine Part 2

Image from Pixabay Here’s part two of the post with my liver. When I had my second attack, my surgeon, at the time booked surgery that April. However, in the meantime, my mum got diagnosed with cancer, so my surgery was postponed to June. The surgeon thought it was going to be a painless surgery … Continue reading The Liver and The Story with Mine Part 2 →

The Liver and The Story with Mine Part 1

Image from Pixabay Warning if medical stuff bothers you don’t read this post. Everything started in January 2018, I was getting ready to go to bed, and all of a sudden, I get this sharp pain in my ribcage area. My mum thought I was having a heart attack, so she called for an ambulance, … Continue reading The Liver and The Story with Mine Part 1 →

I Can Run, But I Can’t Hide

Image from Pixabay It hurts every timeYour name comes up in conversationsSince we run in the same social cyclesI can’t admit that I have feelingsTowards youBecause that reminds meThat I lost youAs a friend too Alex

Transition

Image from Pixabay I didn't wake up yesterdayAnd decided to turnMy life as I know itUpside downIt's not a choiceBut a discomfortThat kills youIf you don’t let it go Alex

Little Me

Felt like a ghost In the school uniform Every time I tried To line up with the boys I got in trouble With the teacher I got gifted dolls and barbies Instead of the cars and trucks I wanted Which got me the message That I can’t show The pain that comes from within Alex

How Did I Live?

For nearly half of my life I don’t know What internet was I think I was The only kid in my class That didn’t have at home Because we just couldn’t afford it When things got better at home And this new world opened up Right in front of my eyes And let me tell … Continue reading How Did I Live? →

Fairyland

In the forest Hidden and secret places Lived the last kingdom Of fairies Whose source of life Are trees and forest fruits But one day everything changed When humans and machines And they started cutting trees Destroying our world As they know it Alex

Friendships

When one is created An unbroken bond Between beings Is started A bond that can last A lifetime Whether face to face Or online With time The walls we built up Begin to crumble To the rawness Within Alex

I Had To For Myself

We were just teens Tasting what love could be Getting judged because of Skin colour We taught each other What real love is But inside me I was fighting A silent battle Hiding who I really am So even if I loved you To the moon and back Even if with pain I had to … Continue reading I Had To For Myself →