
I shouldn’t be in crisis in my late 20s; they should come in my 50s, or so I thought. I have always had a tricky time with relationships, not just the ones on an intimate level but even just friendships. I never know what others want to know about that won’t drive them away because, like most, I’m a complex human. Unlike blog readers, people in real life don’t wait for me to release bits and pieces of me that make the whole puzzle. I feel like I can share what recently happened to me since it looks like the person will no longer talk to me, and if they do, it’s improbable they will visit my blog. I met a guy who is in a relationship with someone else.
We both admitted there’s an attraction going on from my side. I told him the next day I met him even if I knew that it can’t be acted on. Me telling him how I feel was a mistake. Anyway, we were starting to be good friends. I keep thinking if it was something I said or did that made him leave, but that’s an answer I won’t have. When I heard Know Better by Rachel Grea and Save My Heart by Bradley Marshall, but the song I’m sharing today is DOWN TO EARTH by Kiran + Nivi
Down To Earth LYRICS :
The second I love someone
I know they’re leaving soon
Revolved around your sun
Now I’m talking to the moon
If I’m not what you need
Then I’m only what you crave
I knew your talk was cheap
But I still paid
Was I stupid to love you
From a dangerous height
Am I foolish for wanting paradise?
Don’t look into my eyes
And make me think you’ll stay
Cuz holding on’s a habit that I know I can never break
Baby your heaven has a price
It turns into a curse
Cuz every time you lift me high
I fall back down to Earth
I don’t know who to trust
Cuz I can’t trust myself
Bet my world on us
Like it was life or death
Was I stupid to love you
From a dangerous height
Am I foolish for wanting paradise?
Don’t look into my eyes
And make me think you’ll stay
Cuz holding on’s a habit that I know I can never break
Baby your heaven has a price
It turns into a curse
Cuz every time you lift me high
I fall back down to Earth
I’m giving back all the things you said to me
The words you never meant
For what it’s worth
I won’t fall when you’re not catching me
Guess this is the end
Don’t look into my eyes
You know it only hurts
Cuz every time you lift me high
I fall back down to Earth.
Thinking We Were Meant:
We talked over each other
But in reality, all I wanted
Was for you to want me
As much as I needed you
For you to share some of your free soul
Not fading footsteps
That left a sharp edge
That no one can touch
Alex
❤
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I’m so sorry.
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