Small by Lauren Spencer Smith

Image is from Peexels https://youtu.be/Utd6hTxkPT0 YouTube Lyric Video Due to some books causing a reading slump, I have been listening to music. I don’t create well with anything in the background, so this led me to the idea of picking a song and writing about it—maybe a poem or a novel while sharing my two … Continue reading Small by Lauren Spencer Smith →

Life Goals For 2025!

Image is Pexels The New Year, New Me phase isn’t a great fit for me since it took me a lot of years to accept myself as I am, but there’s some work that still needs to be done. The reason I say aimed goal, not just goals, is because it’s what I aim for … Continue reading Life Goals For 2025! →

December Wrap Up 2022

Blogmas Day 24 The Noel Diary Movie Review Holiday Reads TBR Blogmas Day 3 A Fir Tree Blogmas Day 22 Blogmas Day 24 The Noel Diary Movie Review Blogmas Day 21 Top Five Wednesday/ Snowed In Do I Need Friends? Blogmas Day 17 The Shoutouts I Spoke About! Blogmas Day 15 Asking For Peace Newyearathon … Continue reading December Wrap Up 2022 →

A New Start To Learn Blogmas Day 29

Image is from Pixabay Putting a brave front It was instilled in me From a young age Holding feelings In my ribcage However, I still try To cheer When in reality I'm in fear Alex

Scene

Image from Pixabay There is this sceneFrom a day of my lifeThat keeps coming to mindIt was me trying to do homeworkOn the kitchen tableWith my parents cooking dinnerWhich is rareSo, when I’m anxiousI make my mindTime travel to that sceneAs my source of calmness Alex

Not As Simple As Eating….

When that voice Enters your mind Acting like your best friend Injecting self-hate And depression in you Telling you That if you want To feel that you have Any kind of worth You need to do this and that When you try to remove that voice Will fight you But if you ask for help … Continue reading Not As Simple As Eating…. →

My First Hike In Years

As I wrote in the Childhood Rambling post, I spent most of my weekends as a kid at my aunt. After lunch, my uncle, her brother, would lift me to his car and take us places where we could walk and hike. All we took was water. We would walk or in my case wheel. … Continue reading My First Hike In Years →

Off The Topic Thursdays/ My Trans Brain

Every morning I wake up With puppy kisses Which makes me smile But then My dysphoric mind Wakes up too And it starts to hear My high voice And going on to think About my chest But luckily with a chest binder Gives me the strength To fight this battle For yet another Day

Off The Topic Thursdays/ Fake Smile

I have To fake smile Since The pain In my mind Is Invisible So it’s Something that No one Can see So They don’t Believe me When I Tell him That It’s there. Alex

Blogmas Day 7: Mental Health And The Holidays

My depression during the holidays isn’t something that I talked or been open up about outside of therapy sessions. The reason being it feels that around that the holiday season you’re only allowed to be happy and love yourself and don’t get wrong there is anything wrong with feeling like that. It’s kind of embarrassing … Continue reading Blogmas Day 7: Mental Health And The Holidays →