I’m pretty disappointed in myself in terms of productivity-wise, since it took more than a week to start this, and yesterday I spent the whole day playing on my phone, because to be honest, it’s all I could handle. I have a feeling this wrap-up will be close and personal, but as you know, I have been here for a while, and I don’t know how to do things halfway. I have written a lot of my thoughts out this, but if I had time and the strength in my hands, I would have written way more, but it was a relief to know I still have the pen in me.
I have been trying to figure out my new condition, and it’s 50/50 whether the medication works; even when it does, I’m in some sort of pain. Sadly, I haven’t found the balance between this and everyday life. Typically, my mind is a hundred, but my body is a fifty. I have the same disconnection with my body that I had gender-wise; I’m unsure if I’m explaining right, but I’m trying. I don’t think I’m the first human who feels misunderstood by doctors.
I swear I didn’t want to be such a downer, but that was a bit of me being raw, maybe because I have a few doctor’s appointments left this month, and I don’t know how they are going to go. I’m happy I didn’t get a ton of new books, even if I haven’t read as many as last month, 50+ is still a good amount. I took Readathin as relaxed as possible, and the plan goes for March, but I want to play a word game with you. Leave me a random word in the comments, and I will go look for it in my list of Kindle books. In February, I read from holiday romances to thriller and it was pretty fun.
Due to work stuff, me needing to go to the hospital, so I can’t really say what’s going on with my health because we don’t have answers yet, and I won’t for a while. I had two options: do another round of poetry month or not post at all. Since I have many thoughts, I will use them. I’m very worried about the readers who are here solely for book content.
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