Let’s do a little story time with Alex, it all started on Christmas eve day of 2012 I was 17 going on 18 the following January. I updated status on Facebook, and I noticed that this guy was commenting and liking all my stuff. I got curious, and we chatted back and forth. Before we know it, we are on Skype video chatting and about an hour into the video chat, I turn to my sister, and I believe I told her “I think I love this guy.”
We talked till the wee hours of the morning. Within a week, we were dating and, in a relationship. The funny thing I think we spent more time together than if we were dating in person. Even if he was 20, I was 18. We thought about living together, marriage and even kids.
A few months later my mum nominated me to this tv show that brings loved ones to Malta. When they contacted him, he was told to keep it a surprise, but it slipped, and I found it, and I helped him get his passport. For an unknown reason, the passport got delayed, and my ex gave up on me in a way.
I still went on the show, and I was given a laptop, and I would be lying if I said that going on the show was worth it. I now know that it wasn’t worth the pain it caused me. A few months after that, I broke off the relationship. At the end of the day, I knew I couldn’t live the lie I was living, and I came out as trans.
OK, so I guess that’s a wrap for today,